Week 7 Vlog (2018) life and all things like that

Hey there fellow Bloggers welcome again to my blog page

Today I managed to upload my Week 7 vlog of 2018 which is a bit different than normal and defiantly different than last weeks Anxiety episode.

This week I mainly chat about work and the passing of a good friend who used to be apart of Emmaus.

 ^ Click above to watch the vlog^

I am hoping to film a vlog all about the work I do and the Charity I live and work at just so you can get to know a bit more about me, I will also do a Blog here explaining but not in depth just a general blog..

There are so many ideas I have to vlog about but its getting it all down on paper and knowing where to start, I dont want to give lots away about me I need to hold some things back to keep my independence lol.. but Blogging is a different matter I feel I can express myself more and be more myself in writing, more creative, more mystery about my life and things.

So if you are reading this and not following my Blogs please click the Follow or if not leave a message as no one does lol but would be nice now and again, I guess I am not writing interesting things on here or I would be getting lots of messages, A few years ago I wrote a blog about fly’s and do they travel through wormholes (its a long story) but I deleted it ages ago, but that blog got a few messages which was nice, so I think I need to come up with something extraordinary for anyone to comment.

Anyway thats it for this Blog, please check out the vlog above and if you have YouTube subscribe, like etc,.

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Mental Health #GetTheInsideOut

So all this week I have been filming short clips for my Sunday Vlog regarding my Mental Health State and this week has been a test because its been a Rollercoaster of a week which has been along time since this has happened but I know its all work related.

Sunday Vlog Week 6 #GetTheInsideOut

So this started Tuesday 6th Feb 2018 was a bad day one of them days I could not face any members of the public but thanks to the job I had to but felt physically sick when I did its a hard thing to explain but most of you reading this will know what I mean, it also felt like my mind was trapped behind 4 walls and could not concentrate at all.

Wednesday 7th Feb was a bit better but it seems like the mornings are ok but the afternoon was really bad, I kept myself to myself while at work by dusting the bric a brac which kept me away from most of the customers but it was not easy at all, I approached the staff but it was hard to explain why I felt this way because there was thousands of things going on in my mind I could not concentrate on one fully, bit like the game frogger standing by a motorway and waiting for a gap so I could run across but to much traffic, thats not what happened but how my mind felt.

Thursday 8th Feb was allot better starting to get my humour back and lots of nice customers in the shop so slowly sliding out of the mind set.

Friday 9th Feb was just the same as yesterday but knowing the weekend was upon me I was a little bit happier.

(today) Saturday 10th Feb the last day before my 2 days off, my mind set was completely different I seemed to have found confidence in allot of things today feels like the road is clear for now and feels like a door has appeared in the 4 walls i mentioned earlier, so was easier today to work even though I faced an irritating work colleague but delt with it confidently.

So basically my vlog tomorrow is chatting a little about what I just typed but you can see it in me I struggled, its not easy filming on a bad day mental wise because you dont want to show that side of you but felt it very important and more people should film the days when they are feeling so down because it can help in the future, Say you film one bad day and one very good day and upload and share then the other days you feel bad then just watch your very good day and it could help you, it does help me, then the bad day one someone out there could stumble on it and they could realise they are not the only one out there which helps allot, the main thing that has helped me is seeing other people with the same problems and knowing and sticking together we cant beat it but we can support each other.

please comment me if you have the same issues or just need someone to chat to, I am here weather its on YouTube or here I want to help the best I can, I am not a qualified doctor or counsellor but I can be there for you to chat to.

I will add the link to the vlog when it goes online after 6pm 10th February 2018 Sunday.

good morning

hey there just a quick message to say I am planning on writing a blog all about my mental health problems for the #GetTheInsideOut campaign which is going round to make mental health more out there.. I will try to do this for the weekend im also planning to do a vlog on YouTube as well.. so watch this space..

Week 4 January 22nd to 28th 2018

I hope you are all well?  there are lots of reasons why I do not daily blog mainly because of work that takes up 60% of my day and vlogging takes up 30% of my day and 10% is sleeping lol so there are no % for blogging so i am going to try to make vlogging about 20% and give blogging 10% lol so with them stats out of the way let me carry on lol

I uploaded some London vlogs the other day and one I liked allot which was a Street Performer the link will be below this paragraph (if i remembered to add it)

Harry Marshall is an Australian who has a great talent as you can see in the above video, he has style and the presence to make it big if the right person finds him.

#harrymarshall performs in London, when I caught him on video he was in Piccadilly Circus just by the big screen and was amazed..

So that’s all there is to say about Harry Marshall lets move on lol

This week I was working in Ashford with a new member of staff the new retail manger, I was a bit nervous as I have been working here for about 10 years and when any one new comes in you automatically think they are going to be a problem but no she was brill to work with and she is french so the accent was nice to hear.

The only issue about working in Ashford all week are the hours.

  1. wake up 6.30am
  2. head off to the train station 7.20am (30 min walk)
  3. train leaves Dover 8am and gets to Ashford 8.35am
  4. 15 min walk to the shop so get there 8.45am
  5. leave the shop 5pm
  6. train from Ashford 5.38pm
  7. gets to Dover 6.10pm
  8. 30 min walk back home so get back 6.40pm ish

so it can be a bit tiring but hey that’s life, still shorter than when I worked at Alton Towers when I lived in Stafford lol..

I learned allot this week about retail from the newbie retail manager which is a good thing, mainly how to display and dress tables etc,. when it came to Friday I was starting to feel drained but I kept on going so when I got home Saturday evening I was happy knowing I have the next 2 days off yipppeeeee but as I am tying this on Sunday 8.15pm I realise I still have Monday off so im happy, this week though I have been put in the Canterbury shop which is not as bad as the Ashford travelling anyway.

The Ashford customers are really nice people who like to chat and are happy to be mad welcome which gives you a nice feeling. The Canterbury customers are ok lol thats all im saying..

I am hoping to do a few Blogs during the week on how things are going.

As well as trying to vlog this week I did take some nice photos of the sunrise so here are some pics

 

 

And here is my latest Vlog for the week..

Remember to check out my YouTube channel from the video and follow my Blogs and vlogs on YouTube if you can..

Thank You

 

Where I am at in 2018

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Hey there better late than never lol I know I said I would be back 8th but things are happening and its all good, have made some new friends through YouTube and Twitter and my YouTube channel is slowly getting more subscribers so I’m very happy.
So whats been happening! Well been creating lots of vlogs after vlogging all of December I had to carry on for another week but now im winding down and only doing vlogs every Sunday which will give me time to film through the week and edit something good for a Sunday. I also have next week off January 14th to 23rd 2018 so I am intending to go to London again and maybe Brighton if I have the money at the end of the week lol who knows I could bump into Alfie or Zoella (Zalfie).
There is allot I can do in 9 days but mainly focusing on London and brighton I could also take a trip to Deal and sandwich to take some cool video as sandwich is a quaint town.
There are lots I would love to chat about but the most important is mental health yehh I know everywhere you look people are always moaning about It but my motivation is helping people because when I was younger no one was there for me to chat to about it so helping people is my passion. I am also going to do a series of vlogs based on positive which will reflect what I type on this blog.
Also I want to blog more than vlog so people who watch my vlogs can catch up on me through my blogs which gives them an opportunity to see more into my life as its easier to type feelings rather than film.
So hope you like this blog and if you do please follow for future blogs.
Hugggssss

And as I always say toodle pipps
“Toodle pipps
A British colloquialism used when saying goodbye that is preferable to “ta ta” or other more Americanised forms of farewell.”

The end of another Christmas day

Yep the time is near to wave goodbye to another Christmas day only have to wait 12 months lol but the way the days and years are going it will be back fast.

So today had #doctorwho to watch and #eastenders and what an evening the new Dr who appeared but to me she reminded me of David Tennant. But EastEnders wow what a mad episode if you are not from UK you won’t know what I’m talking about sorry unless you get it on BBC America.

So it’s boxing day tomorrow here in UK and I’m not back to work till Thursday. So have my Christmas vlog to upload for boxing day. I had to set up the dining table for Christmas Dinner which was tricky because I didn’t have all the things needed but have recorded it on my Christmas day vlog.

Well it’s 23.31 and need sleep. Not forgetting we still have new years day to go yet so it’s not all over yet.

Thank you for reading this

The end of another Christmas eve

Yep yet again the 48th one for me and hope many to come lol. I still can’t believe it’s Christmas day in a few hours for me.

I will be hopefully blogging some pictures through the day. I hope you all get what you wished for I know I won’t lol.

I will also be vlogging through the day for my youtube channel and will link the finished vlog on here boxing day.

It’s 11.33pm and watching zoellas vlogmas 23 which is cool. Think I will be awake till the early hours as I have so many vlogs to watch.

So for now good night and I’ll be back tomorrow blogging

Christmas TV Favourites

Hey there again 2 blogs in one day lol its not over yet there could be more blogs today

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I have filmed 2 Vlogs today so far to cover the next few days and cant wait till tomorrow to film my day Christmas day inc opening my presents in the afternoon, I also have put my name down to set up the dining table for 20 people so will try and film a bit of that.

This blog is mainly about the best classic Christmas BBC TV moments, I am currently watching the Vicar of Dibley on DVD, what I love about this episode is the way she accidentally gets invited to lots of Christmas dinners and you see her struggling at each meal its so funny and classic BBC, I have also been watching The Office Christmas Episodes (the original British version) which I find emotional and entertaining, I will also later most probably dig out the last few episodes of Only Fools and Horses which I love lots, can never get bored of that series…

Anyway I had better get these Vlogs edited and uploaded for tomorrow.

May Blog again later but if not I will Tomorrow (Christmas day)