Week 7 Vlog (2018) life and all things like that

Hey there fellow Bloggers welcome again to my blog page

Today I managed to upload my Week 7 vlog of 2018 which is a bit different than normal and defiantly different than last weeks Anxiety episode.

This week I mainly chat about work and the passing of a good friend who used to be apart of Emmaus.

 ^ Click above to watch the vlog^

I am hoping to film a vlog all about the work I do and the Charity I live and work at just so you can get to know a bit more about me, I will also do a Blog here explaining but not in depth just a general blog..

There are so many ideas I have to vlog about but its getting it all down on paper and knowing where to start, I dont want to give lots away about me I need to hold some things back to keep my independence lol.. but Blogging is a different matter I feel I can express myself more and be more myself in writing, more creative, more mystery about my life and things.

So if you are reading this and not following my Blogs please click the Follow or if not leave a message as no one does lol but would be nice now and again, I guess I am not writing interesting things on here or I would be getting lots of messages, A few years ago I wrote a blog about fly’s and do they travel through wormholes (its a long story) but I deleted it ages ago, but that blog got a few messages which was nice, so I think I need to come up with something extraordinary for anyone to comment.

Anyway thats it for this Blog, please check out the vlog above and if you have YouTube subscribe, like etc,.

Dazzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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What I love and hate about Winter in England

Hope this blog is not to strange but wanted to share with you my likes and dislikes about winter here in the good old UK.

So first of all I am not a hot weather person noooo cant stand it when the heat is more than 30c it makes me feel so uncomfortable and its not that easy cooling down either so the summers here are ok mainly 23c or 30c at a push but I would hate to live in a hotter country even though people are always saying its a different heat but its still hot no matter what, its like when people say oh its that fine rain that gets you wet emmm all rain gets you wet lol. Springtime and Autumn time are my favourite seasons because its not to hot and not to cold.

Now things have changed a little seeing as im getting closer to 50 yrs old I am starting to feel the cold more and now living by the sea its even worse with the wind being so strong as there is nothing to block the wind when it gets to strong, and the wind, the rain and cold well that’s when I say bring on Summer lol.. I guess its being human where we keep changing our minds what we like and don’t like.

I do allot of people watching and see some of the habits of various people of different ages and seeing what the older generation get away with and the younger generation its quite fascinating.

If any of you reading this have had this kind of experience please comment and let me know would be nice to chat, that kind of thing really does interest me. Also being a Vlogger I see this pattern in peoples vlogs from week to week sometimes contradicting themselves even I have done it in some of my vlogs its quite amusing especially when I think what I have said etc,.

Last week I did make a vlog and blog about my mental health as last week my anxiety was so high it was like being on a rollercoaster all week but this week so far being a Tuesday 6.20pm everything is good, im smiling and not a worry in the world but that could change in a second so I had better not think about that to much. I am also working on a new style of vlogging I want to do some short History vlogs there are plenty of places here in Dover England I could goto and film a short 10 min vlog but im waiting for better weather, I did try the other day but the wind was so strong as most places are out in the open and not covered up.

well there ya go, I had better end this blog for now, I do intend to do more blogging.

My Plan is

VLOGGING Sundays (during the week film what I can and make one video to upload every Sunday)

Blogging Mon to Fri spend more of the free time I have from vlogging less and concentrating on blogging because with words you can say more and your feelings come out better.

so thats my plan and if you want to follow my journey then please click that Follow button and see what happens in my life.

Mental Health #GetTheInsideOut

So all this week I have been filming short clips for my Sunday Vlog regarding my Mental Health State and this week has been a test because its been a Rollercoaster of a week which has been along time since this has happened but I know its all work related.

Sunday Vlog Week 6 #GetTheInsideOut

So this started Tuesday 6th Feb 2018 was a bad day one of them days I could not face any members of the public but thanks to the job I had to but felt physically sick when I did its a hard thing to explain but most of you reading this will know what I mean, it also felt like my mind was trapped behind 4 walls and could not concentrate at all.

Wednesday 7th Feb was a bit better but it seems like the mornings are ok but the afternoon was really bad, I kept myself to myself while at work by dusting the bric a brac which kept me away from most of the customers but it was not easy at all, I approached the staff but it was hard to explain why I felt this way because there was thousands of things going on in my mind I could not concentrate on one fully, bit like the game frogger standing by a motorway and waiting for a gap so I could run across but to much traffic, thats not what happened but how my mind felt.

Thursday 8th Feb was allot better starting to get my humour back and lots of nice customers in the shop so slowly sliding out of the mind set.

Friday 9th Feb was just the same as yesterday but knowing the weekend was upon me I was a little bit happier.

(today) Saturday 10th Feb the last day before my 2 days off, my mind set was completely different I seemed to have found confidence in allot of things today feels like the road is clear for now and feels like a door has appeared in the 4 walls i mentioned earlier, so was easier today to work even though I faced an irritating work colleague but delt with it confidently.

So basically my vlog tomorrow is chatting a little about what I just typed but you can see it in me I struggled, its not easy filming on a bad day mental wise because you dont want to show that side of you but felt it very important and more people should film the days when they are feeling so down because it can help in the future, Say you film one bad day and one very good day and upload and share then the other days you feel bad then just watch your very good day and it could help you, it does help me, then the bad day one someone out there could stumble on it and they could realise they are not the only one out there which helps allot, the main thing that has helped me is seeing other people with the same problems and knowing and sticking together we cant beat it but we can support each other.

please comment me if you have the same issues or just need someone to chat to, I am here weather its on YouTube or here I want to help the best I can, I am not a qualified doctor or counsellor but I can be there for you to chat to.

I will add the link to the vlog when it goes online after 6pm 10th February 2018 Sunday.

Why YouTube are you letting this happen

OK so first thing yes i know this is a Blog and nothing to do with YouTube but this is something I prefer to type up on a Blog and then do a Vlog without all the anger lol, not that this will be me angry but here goes..

This morning I read on teletext that Logan Paul (some famous YouTuber) has beaten Zoella with the amount of younger people following, why ohh why, after all the things that have gone on over the past month he is getting the wrong audience, Look at it this way please. say you have kids maybe you do maybe you dont but lets say you do would you rather your kids watch someone who will give off positivity and give advice like proper life skills without all the childish behaviour, or would you rather let your kids watch someone that is grown up act like a dick head and film dead bodies and play silly pranks on people, well I would rather someone positive a good role model like Alfie Deyes, the ingham family , zoella etc,.

Why is it that young kids are able to watch grown up idiots, these kids will grow up thinking its normal to film dead bodies, play silly pranks on people, throw water over people knowing there was a scare of acid attacks, they have no morals, that is not a good role model for anyone to have.

After writing the above Yesterday I have had time to reflect and I still think YouTube should help somehow with the new staff they are employing to monitor the bad YouTubers maybe this is what they are planning, well lets hope so. So the first 3 paragraphs of this was typed up on 31st January and this paragraph 1st February 2018. sometimes Its tricky to type its like having stage fright lol plus yesterday when I got back home I was to tired to think straight.

I am still planning on doing a short vlog about the above which I hope to film Sunday coming.  If you are a vlogger then please leave a message to say what you think of all this, and it would be nice to get a message seeing as no one does lol….

thank  you for reading this.

Until my next blog.

Will be back soon

new year

LINK TO MY YOUTUBE VLOG @ BOTTOM OF PAGE..

Its been a wild Christmas and new year but its back to normality for me so form the start of January 8th Monday I will be blogging regularly and sharing my life with you all with all the ups and downs plus Fun and lots of fun thats one of my New Year Resolutions.

I stayed up all night waiting for the magic moment of 12am its good that Big Ben was allowed to chime because it would not be the same without him. I watched the power rangers new movie and then some Father Ted series then 10 mins into the new year I was asleep but not a drink in site, I have not drank any alcohol on new years in over 15 years or so, wow its been that long OMG…

So whats happened today on New Years day well mainly watched Mr Bean episodes tryin to get some vlogging ideas from him lol you think im joking.

I still have a day off tomorrow so thats for me to suss out lol

Catch you all soon and remember to share and follow my Blog…

22nd Dec 2017 Morning Coffee

Good morning and welcome to another Friday but it’s the last Friday before Christmas yehh

3 days to go the memories of being younger and trying to craftily sneek a peek at the presents before the big day lol.

I had 3 Christmases the morning at my dad’s the afternoon with my mother and the evening at grandparents that was my life growing up. Who else reading this has has that kind of life. Talking about people reading this well since I started this only have had 3 people view and 1 like so far. Maybe I’m posting at the wrong time of the day.

Anyway I had better get ready for work

Chat latet

Morning chit chat 20th December 2017

Goooooooooooooood morning you early risers let’s see what’s going on in the news, I always watch BBC news in the morning. They are saying that 84% believe In religion and it will rise to 90% which seems OK but with most of the worlds problems are religion issues. I am one who chooses not to believe but have no problem believing what they want. Homeless is in the news again full credit to the BBC news presenter giving the Conservative a hard time.

Can’t believe it’s only 5 days till xmas then it will be all over yet again for a year and my vlogmas vlogs are almost over again wow still doing better than #vlogmas 2016.

Work today is going to be fun I’m house cleaning to make it look nice for Xmas so wish me luck, I when I say house it’s the main house at work so cleaning skirting boards and floors.

Comment and let me know how you are and what you would like me to chat about or review.

Evening Coffee Chat: 19th December 2017

Good evening you wonderful people

Evening Coffee Chat

Yep this morning I started a Daily Blog which I wrote at around 7am and its not 9.27pm and not one person has read my morning blog lol but i guess it can take awhile for something to take off so even after one day im not giving up that easy as I have learned from Vlogging..

So what has been happening today, work was ok just mainly sorting out the shop and chatting to customers which I love doing and it helps my Anxiety issues allot, after work I decided to check out some YouTubers and see whats happening in the world of Social Media and of course to see how other peoples lives are doing, isnt that why we enjoy watching reality programs to spy on other people and make sure there lives are not as good as yours but thats not why I watch other YouTubers as im not a Narcissist I watch other YouTubers because I like the positive and life learning skills they or most do without knowing. I mainly give off Positive vlogs and try to show how I cope on a bad day with Anxiety and stress also hoping that it can help one person..

When I finished work I decided to check on some other channels on Freeview that I dont normally watch, this is a test really as I want to do a Vlog on my reactions to watching programs I dont like or programs I have not watched since I was younger, I happen to stumble upon Walker Texas Ranger and I laughed well for the first 5 mins then I realised it was good apart from the acting lol the episode was called Saturday Night and it had Stallone’s brother in the main role as a nightclub owner.

So this is mainly my day apart from sitting here typing this all out lol..

Even though no one is reading this now but who knows in the future who will be reading these blogs.

Thank you for reading this

daz

My Day in Brighton 25th Sept 17

Yep I spent the day in Brighton which was so nice, the main reason for this day out was to finally go on the #BAi360 British Airways i360 experience which was as said an experience.

I had to also vlog and made 2 videos out of the day.

Vlog part 1 was me just walking round and lots of time lapse and some of me chatting

I am quite proud of this vlog, it may not be the best you have seen but for my skills its blooming good for me lol yep I still have allot to learn and still learning more each day on what I can do with the editor.

Vlog part 2 The i360 Experience

I did film all 25mins but managed to edit it to around 12 mins. Hope you enjoy..

The day was ok was cloudy all day but it did not spoil the views and fun of the i360.

Comment and let me know what you thought of these vlogs..

 

 

Daz

 

I should Blog more

Hey there peeps Yep think I will make it my new years resolution for 2018 to Blog more lol… still a few months away from that though.

Here though is my latest Vlog which I have uploaded to my YouTube channel if you want to go and check it out.

I am currently working on My Vlogmas 2017 plan, so at least this year I will be prepared rather than jumping straight into it like last year.

Also planning on a Halloween special Vlog

so please take a look at the video and subscribe to my channel..

 

daz