Comedy does not come natural

Hey there welcome back to my Blog, I  have been trying to write a script for a comedy sketch for my YouTube Vlog even though the sketch will be only a few mins long its a nightmare to get it written down as I keep changing lines and more ideas keep apearing in my mind, which is a good thing because I am writing things down which can be used in future comedy sketches.

The other problem is that I have never done a comedy sketch before in any of my 300+ vlogs so this is the first, the idea has been plaging me like crazy I could have filmed it months ago but always backed down but now my confidence is better I know it will be ok for my first sketch.

And yep as always I will leave a link on my Blog to the Vlog when I finally film it and upload it to YouTube so you can see.

If you are interested in finding out how I get on follow me on here to catch my future vlogs with the links attached,

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Week 7 Vlog (2018) life and all things like that

Hey there fellow Bloggers welcome again to my blog page

Today I managed to upload my Week 7 vlog of 2018 which is a bit different than normal and defiantly different than last weeks Anxiety episode.

This week I mainly chat about work and the passing of a good friend who used to be apart of Emmaus.

 ^ Click above to watch the vlog^

I am hoping to film a vlog all about the work I do and the Charity I live and work at just so you can get to know a bit more about me, I will also do a Blog here explaining but not in depth just a general blog..

There are so many ideas I have to vlog about but its getting it all down on paper and knowing where to start, I dont want to give lots away about me I need to hold some things back to keep my independence lol.. but Blogging is a different matter I feel I can express myself more and be more myself in writing, more creative, more mystery about my life and things.

So if you are reading this and not following my Blogs please click the Follow or if not leave a message as no one does lol but would be nice now and again, I guess I am not writing interesting things on here or I would be getting lots of messages, A few years ago I wrote a blog about fly’s and do they travel through wormholes (its a long story) but I deleted it ages ago, but that blog got a few messages which was nice, so I think I need to come up with something extraordinary for anyone to comment.

Anyway thats it for this Blog, please check out the vlog above and if you have YouTube subscribe, like etc,.


What I love and hate about Winter in England

Hope this blog is not to strange but wanted to share with you my likes and dislikes about winter here in the good old UK.

So first of all I am not a hot weather person noooo cant stand it when the heat is more than 30c it makes me feel so uncomfortable and its not that easy cooling down either so the summers here are ok mainly 23c or 30c at a push but I would hate to live in a hotter country even though people are always saying its a different heat but its still hot no matter what, its like when people say oh its that fine rain that gets you wet emmm all rain gets you wet lol. Springtime and Autumn time are my favourite seasons because its not to hot and not to cold.

Now things have changed a little seeing as im getting closer to 50 yrs old I am starting to feel the cold more and now living by the sea its even worse with the wind being so strong as there is nothing to block the wind when it gets to strong, and the wind, the rain and cold well that’s when I say bring on Summer lol.. I guess its being human where we keep changing our minds what we like and don’t like.

I do allot of people watching and see some of the habits of various people of different ages and seeing what the older generation get away with and the younger generation its quite fascinating.

If any of you reading this have had this kind of experience please comment and let me know would be nice to chat, that kind of thing really does interest me. Also being a Vlogger I see this pattern in peoples vlogs from week to week sometimes contradicting themselves even I have done it in some of my vlogs its quite amusing especially when I think what I have said etc,.

Last week I did make a vlog and blog about my mental health as last week my anxiety was so high it was like being on a rollercoaster all week but this week so far being a Tuesday 6.20pm everything is good, im smiling and not a worry in the world but that could change in a second so I had better not think about that to much. I am also working on a new style of vlogging I want to do some short History vlogs there are plenty of places here in Dover England I could goto and film a short 10 min vlog but im waiting for better weather, I did try the other day but the wind was so strong as most places are out in the open and not covered up.

well there ya go, I had better end this blog for now, I do intend to do more blogging.

My Plan is

VLOGGING Sundays (during the week film what I can and make one video to upload every Sunday)

Blogging Mon to Fri spend more of the free time I have from vlogging less and concentrating on blogging because with words you can say more and your feelings come out better.

so thats my plan and if you want to follow my journey then please click that Follow button and see what happens in my life.

Morning Blog Tuesday 13th February 18

Good morning everyone depending on what time of day you are reading this but thought about this last night so every morning before I goto work I would write a small blog on how things are and some of the news thats on BBC ONE which I watch every morning.

So this morning there is more news on the Oxfam scandal which is looking very serious at the moment as I live and work at another charity it is very frightening knowing this kind of thing has been going on for a few years its quite disgusting, also in the news the Winter Olympics which I normally watch as I dont like the Summer Games so need to catch up allot. North Korea has prised South Korea about hosting the Winter Games which seems a step in the wright direction unless there is more to it than that.  here in the UK we seemed to have created some software that can detect Jihadist content and block it, i know technology has moved on so fast but wow. There is still a drama between Kim Catterall (who I fancied for many years in the 80’s) and star of Sex in the City Sarah Jessica Parker they both seem not to like each other much but the other star Molly Shannon has defended Sarah after Kim’s brother was found Dead and a comment from Sarah to Kim rocked the boat it seems, I have never watch the series Sex in the City but hope it all gets sorted soon.

So its supposed to be an ok day here today in Dover England but according to the weather forecast is going to be rain and Gail winds so I have that to look forward to, but at least im working in doors today in the shop working on answering the phones and the collections/deivery diary’s which im happy with. Will also try to film some vlogging footage while im in there, I need a good Time Lapse video.

So thats it for this morning its now 7.53am on Tuesday 13th February 2018 and need to get ready for work which starts at 8.30am.

I will try to blog again tonight or if not tomorrow morning.

Mental Health #GetTheInsideOut

So all this week I have been filming short clips for my Sunday Vlog regarding my Mental Health State and this week has been a test because its been a Rollercoaster of a week which has been along time since this has happened but I know its all work related.

Sunday Vlog Week 6 #GetTheInsideOut

So this started Tuesday 6th Feb 2018 was a bad day one of them days I could not face any members of the public but thanks to the job I had to but felt physically sick when I did its a hard thing to explain but most of you reading this will know what I mean, it also felt like my mind was trapped behind 4 walls and could not concentrate at all.

Wednesday 7th Feb was a bit better but it seems like the mornings are ok but the afternoon was really bad, I kept myself to myself while at work by dusting the bric a brac which kept me away from most of the customers but it was not easy at all, I approached the staff but it was hard to explain why I felt this way because there was thousands of things going on in my mind I could not concentrate on one fully, bit like the game frogger standing by a motorway and waiting for a gap so I could run across but to much traffic, thats not what happened but how my mind felt.

Thursday 8th Feb was allot better starting to get my humour back and lots of nice customers in the shop so slowly sliding out of the mind set.

Friday 9th Feb was just the same as yesterday but knowing the weekend was upon me I was a little bit happier.

(today) Saturday 10th Feb the last day before my 2 days off, my mind set was completely different I seemed to have found confidence in allot of things today feels like the road is clear for now and feels like a door has appeared in the 4 walls i mentioned earlier, so was easier today to work even though I faced an irritating work colleague but delt with it confidently.

So basically my vlog tomorrow is chatting a little about what I just typed but you can see it in me I struggled, its not easy filming on a bad day mental wise because you dont want to show that side of you but felt it very important and more people should film the days when they are feeling so down because it can help in the future, Say you film one bad day and one very good day and upload and share then the other days you feel bad then just watch your very good day and it could help you, it does help me, then the bad day one someone out there could stumble on it and they could realise they are not the only one out there which helps allot, the main thing that has helped me is seeing other people with the same problems and knowing and sticking together we cant beat it but we can support each other.

please comment me if you have the same issues or just need someone to chat to, I am here weather its on YouTube or here I want to help the best I can, I am not a qualified doctor or counsellor but I can be there for you to chat to.

I will add the link to the vlog when it goes online after 6pm 10th February 2018 Sunday.

good morning

hey there just a quick message to say I am planning on writing a blog all about my mental health problems for the #GetTheInsideOut campaign which is going round to make mental health more out there.. I will try to do this for the weekend im also planning to do a vlog on YouTube as well.. so watch this space..

2nd February 2018 AM

hey there and welcome back to my morning coffee, hope all is well with everyone.

this ep will mainly be about January and how it was for me, the month went really well for me my YouTube channel increased quite fast, can’t believe how fast the month has gone. I also had a week off on Jan where I went to London for the day and vlogged allot which was nice, but need to go back in April to vlog other areas like Chelsea etc, maybe national history museum again but this time film more. Also in Jan spent a week working in Ashford with the new retail manager which was a nice learning curve, she seems a nice lady and she is French so a nice accent lol.

So now it’s 6.47am I had better get ready and dressed for work, today we’ll this week I am working in Canterbury which is a nice city to visit. So only today and tomorrow to work yehh lol from Saturday 4.30pm I have 2 days off which I am looking forward to even though I have a few vlogs to edit and get online.

If you Have not seen my youtube channel go take a look, please let me know what you think, the link is in my biography.

Thanks you.

Why YouTube are you letting this happen

OK so first thing yes i know this is a Blog and nothing to do with YouTube but this is something I prefer to type up on a Blog and then do a Vlog without all the anger lol, not that this will be me angry but here goes..

This morning I read on teletext that Logan Paul (some famous YouTuber) has beaten Zoella with the amount of younger people following, why ohh why, after all the things that have gone on over the past month he is getting the wrong audience, Look at it this way please. say you have kids maybe you do maybe you dont but lets say you do would you rather your kids watch someone who will give off positivity and give advice like proper life skills without all the childish behaviour, or would you rather let your kids watch someone that is grown up act like a dick head and film dead bodies and play silly pranks on people, well I would rather someone positive a good role model like Alfie Deyes, the ingham family , zoella etc,.

Why is it that young kids are able to watch grown up idiots, these kids will grow up thinking its normal to film dead bodies, play silly pranks on people, throw water over people knowing there was a scare of acid attacks, they have no morals, that is not a good role model for anyone to have.

After writing the above Yesterday I have had time to reflect and I still think YouTube should help somehow with the new staff they are employing to monitor the bad YouTubers maybe this is what they are planning, well lets hope so. So the first 3 paragraphs of this was typed up on 31st January and this paragraph 1st February 2018. sometimes Its tricky to type its like having stage fright lol plus yesterday when I got back home I was to tired to think straight.

I am still planning on doing a short vlog about the above which I hope to film Sunday coming.  If you are a vlogger then please leave a message to say what you think of all this, and it would be nice to get a message seeing as no one does lol….

thank  you for reading this.

Until my next blog.

Week 4 January 22nd to 28th 2018

I hope you are all well?  there are lots of reasons why I do not daily blog mainly because of work that takes up 60% of my day and vlogging takes up 30% of my day and 10% is sleeping lol so there are no % for blogging so i am going to try to make vlogging about 20% and give blogging 10% lol so with them stats out of the way let me carry on lol

I uploaded some London vlogs the other day and one I liked allot which was a Street Performer the link will be below this paragraph (if i remembered to add it)

Harry Marshall is an Australian who has a great talent as you can see in the above video, he has style and the presence to make it big if the right person finds him.

#harrymarshall performs in London, when I caught him on video he was in Piccadilly Circus just by the big screen and was amazed..

So that’s all there is to say about Harry Marshall lets move on lol

This week I was working in Ashford with a new member of staff the new retail manger, I was a bit nervous as I have been working here for about 10 years and when any one new comes in you automatically think they are going to be a problem but no she was brill to work with and she is french so the accent was nice to hear.

The only issue about working in Ashford all week are the hours.

  1. wake up 6.30am
  2. head off to the train station 7.20am (30 min walk)
  3. train leaves Dover 8am and gets to Ashford 8.35am
  4. 15 min walk to the shop so get there 8.45am
  5. leave the shop 5pm
  6. train from Ashford 5.38pm
  7. gets to Dover 6.10pm
  8. 30 min walk back home so get back 6.40pm ish

so it can be a bit tiring but hey that’s life, still shorter than when I worked at Alton Towers when I lived in Stafford lol..

I learned allot this week about retail from the newbie retail manager which is a good thing, mainly how to display and dress tables etc,. when it came to Friday I was starting to feel drained but I kept on going so when I got home Saturday evening I was happy knowing I have the next 2 days off yipppeeeee but as I am tying this on Sunday 8.15pm I realise I still have Monday off so im happy, this week though I have been put in the Canterbury shop which is not as bad as the Ashford travelling anyway.

The Ashford customers are really nice people who like to chat and are happy to be mad welcome which gives you a nice feeling. The Canterbury customers are ok lol thats all im saying..

I am hoping to do a few Blogs during the week on how things are going.

As well as trying to vlog this week I did take some nice photos of the sunrise so here are some pics



And here is my latest Vlog for the week..

Remember to check out my YouTube channel from the video and follow my Blogs and vlogs on YouTube if you can..

Thank You


Where I am at in 2018

Hey there better late than never lol I know I said I would be back 8th but things are happening and its all good, have made some new friends through YouTube and Twitter and my YouTube channel is slowly getting more subscribers so I’m very happy.
So whats been happening! Well been creating lots of vlogs after vlogging all of December I had to carry on for another week but now im winding down and only doing vlogs every Sunday which will give me time to film through the week and edit something good for a Sunday. I also have next week off January 14th to 23rd 2018 so I am intending to go to London again and maybe Brighton if I have the money at the end of the week lol who knows I could bump into Alfie or Zoella (Zalfie).
There is allot I can do in 9 days but mainly focusing on London and brighton I could also take a trip to Deal and sandwich to take some cool video as sandwich is a quaint town.
There are lots I would love to chat about but the most important is mental health yehh I know everywhere you look people are always moaning about It but my motivation is helping people because when I was younger no one was there for me to chat to about it so helping people is my passion. I am also going to do a series of vlogs based on positive which will reflect what I type on this blog.
Also I want to blog more than vlog so people who watch my vlogs can catch up on me through my blogs which gives them an opportunity to see more into my life as its easier to type feelings rather than film.
So hope you like this blog and if you do please follow for future blogs.

And as I always say toodle pipps
“Toodle pipps
A British colloquialism used when saying goodbye that is preferable to “ta ta” or other more Americanised forms of farewell.”