Just general Chit Chat about life and things important. Plus a Big thumbs up to a New Subscriber The Lodge Guys.
Also chat about colaborating with other YouTubers but how do I get to do that lol..
Yes I want to give this a go, I have in recent Vlogs looked at the Bbc News page and read out what is on there and given my own views so thought I would give it, its own vlog. Yes I know its dangerous ground giving my own views but I will research what I can and cant say as I dont want to upset people lol.
I will give it a go and see what happens…
Mondays vlog this was the day before I was on the IKS EXPLORATION vlog and gained lots more Subscribers.
Tuesdays vlog I was so happy on this day even though at the time I had only gained about 8 Subscribers from being on another vlog.
Wednesday more and more Subscribers joining me which I am so happy about.
Thursday now on 41 Subscribers thats a big jump from me the beginning of the week before i was on the IKS vlog my subscription was at only 18 and now a jump of 23 subscribers, I know this is not much compared to other YouTuber’s but to me its amazing. This vlog I update you all on the state of the Banksy Picture which has had a few hiccups, More graffiti on it and someone stole a piece of the picture and its on ebay for £3,000 how sad is that.
Friday.. Only just uploaded this to YouTube and within 10mins 2 views which is a shock for one of my vlogs lol. and of course 1 like lol
What is it in life that makes us smile when we are feeling so low.
Weather its watching your favourite tv show like Glee, or a movie which makes you chuckle, or even your best friend giving you a hugg we each have our own ways to gain our emotions when it comes to smiling. Depression though is a different kettle of fish, you cant even watch tv or your favourite movie and when it comes to chatting to your best friend and getting a hugg you just want to shut the world out and pretend it will only get worse and there is no end in sight.
When I was going through Depression it was just like that shutting the whole world away, the concept of help didnt even enter my mind. There is lots of help out there Citizes Advice Bureau and the samaritans.
This was going back now 10 yrs and I can look back thinking if only I did this or that then my life would have been on a different path, I might have been pushed up the ladder at Alton Towers as I was gaining lots of respect from the other managers, but we can all look back at a certain point in our lives and say these things. I decided to not look back at what could have been and make the most of how my life is at the moment and I started to feel more positive, I am so greatful for working at Alton Towers for them years 2003 – 2007 and they will always be the best part of my working life and nothing will ever come close to that and I always feel happy looking back at them days without feeling depressed.
Still now in 2017 I struggle some days I tend not to look to far into the future as I get panic attacks and anxiety issues so I mainly look at the day to day but what has helped the most is Vlogging yep putting myself on YouTube for everyone to see is scary and still is but My confidence has grown 1000% in the past year I can face challenges and even though im 47 and not the best looking cookie in the jar lol I am who I am and proud of that, im a nice person, would never hurt anyone because it would upset me more that the person if I did, I was brought up to respect people no matter what, I am not perfect in any way shape or form If you have watched any of my vlogs then you will understand where Im coming from.
I cherish every moment I can film and put onto YouTube even though I do not get many people viewing my vlogs or subscribing its not the point of vlogging its something different and I love doing it, its a good way to express yourself, the true you, the reality of life, sharing what you can and showing you are only Human after all.
Have you evern chatted to someone famous and realise wow they are just normal people, when i was working at Alton Towers I met a few famous people and they were so down to earth just living there lives like anyone else, if they were to vlog there normal lives they they would not be so famous as you would see they are just like you or me, Media can pull the wool over people’s eyes and typecasting people. But at the end of the day they are actors and they have cameras pointing at them just like a vlogger but a vlogger does not have a hollywood script attached to them (well maybe some do).
I am writing this on the spur of the moment, did not plann this what do people say its come from the heart and when you get these moments you have to share because thats when people take notice and appreciate what you have written.
Thank you so much for reading this and please if you can check out my YouTube channel
Whilst typing this I already have planns to film a vlog next to the Banksy work of art, so expect one of my Vlogs for YouTube very soon hopefully Sunday, Lucky yesterday I went on my dinner break to take some pics but there were so many people around and with a stroke of luck the shop I work in is only 2 seconds away litterally open the back door and you are there lol. I also bumped into another YouTuber IKS EXPLORATION which I follow and chatted to them and I will be in there vlog next week lol. The only safe time to take these picutes was 7.40 am when there is no one around.
So here are the pictures I have taken this morning 10th May 2017 7.45am Wednesday
Hope you like them and I will link my #Banksy vlog when its done and edited..
I am currently working my way through Vlogging my complete Alton Towers diary’s from 2003 to 2007 Videoing me reading my Diary’s and giving my views and remembering things I forgot about while reading them.
I originally wrote the Diary’s when I started working there in 2003 so my family could read how i am getting on as I updated every day I worked and I managed to keep it up till I left in 2007 also managed to keep hold of the files even though the web site is not running anymore I had to keep them and with me not reading them for many years I thought I would read them in a vlog and its working is bringing a big smile to my face as they were the best years of my life and the memories flooding back reading the Diary’s is so nice lots I forgot about as well.
So far I have uploaded Vlog 1 with each part being scheduled for Every Sunday 6pm.